Something I Have Forgotten Along the Way

I ask to remember what I am.

 I get that I am born here on this little spec of dust in the vast infinitude.  But its almost like a cosmic joke.  I'm forgetting something.   I keep having glimpses of it every now and then.  Some big fucking elephant in the room that I can't see because I'm caught in the spell of this incarnation.  But every now and then a little crack appears and I remember something else.  And it quickly fades.

I have been asleep too long.  I have forgotten too much.

I ask to remember what I am.

When I dream, you can reveal it to me. 

And I resolve not to run away.  Despite the fact that it will turn everything I know on its head.

At least for awhile....LOL