Directing the Energy

 Perhaps it makes more sense to think of what we are as energy that can be experienced through the lens (or connection) of different things--as opposed to a body, or more specifically a mind in a body thinking.

Try this:   Bring the energy to the heart.  Try that experience.  Then bring you back up to the mind.  And experience yourself through your mind. Notice the difference.  When the energy goes back up to the physical location of what we consider the mind, everything kind of opens up in a different way than when the energy is in a different place.  When the energy goes to the mind there are different voices, more of them, than when the energy is in other places.  As I type this, the energy is in my throat.  So look at me go.

Of course, the energy can also leave the body.  Go to the forest and put your arms out, palms upward and experience the energy in the forest without "your body".  Oh my god, we don't really exist in the way we think we do.  Imagine that.  We can be all around looking in.  Or we can be all "in" looking out.  The variations, like sexual positions, are enormous.  Because we are really the energy.  And we are only "in here" when our energy goes back in the area called our brain.  

And if you really want to experience the difference, think through your ass.  Come on you can do it.  Especially at night.   You may be able to discovery what is meant by the root chakra.   And of course, then you can travel down to the center of the earth, or wherever the fuck you want.  Its all good.  Its all you/not you.  Look at you go!

Get Naughty

The dream started off at some sort of a firm meeting, but in this meeting it was celebratory, some people were singing, some were playing guitar.  There were people writing stories.  I felt that I didn't fit in to this for some reason.  I was sitting on a stairway, like a cross roads. I was watching people come up and down the stairs, entering and leaving the room. 

Then the scene changed and I was at some other place.  I realized that this new place was more participatory in how they were going to going to get creative with me.   Eventually I was with a woman who was going to be my mentor.  She had a British or Australian accent and called me bloke and then she said "Well, we are going to get naughty"  And I liked that.  At first I could understand her, but then I really understood her.  

Before this time, they were actually acting out what I realized was a partnership.  They would physcially connect with the people.  But some of it was too intimate.  Before they had their clothes halfway off, they would be moving on top of each other--kind of acting out the connection.  Before I was paired with my mentor, I was paired with the head guy.   And they were writing.  But I didn't know if I had it in me.  And then I could see my mentor's face.   She was a little older because in the dream I was younger.  But she was going to be my muse, all I had to do was connect with her.  So I must remember her face to conjure her up.

Of course, all this has to do with the servitor "inshallo" which I have communicated with through the practice j(allegedly in chaos magick) from guest Don Webb.  We shall see where this all takes me.