Tuesday, January 12, 2021

Knife Throwers

 I was interacting with this person or group of people who appeared to be wielding some sort of power.  They also threw knives.  Then I understood that one of them was actually somebody they killed with a knife, and then one of them reanimated his body.  I didn't find that out until it was some time into the dream.  It seems that this ability to keep killing people and then reanimating them made them sort of immortal.  In any event, in the dream, I was afraid of them and called them out.  They reappeared and different points in my dream, always throwing knives at me.  None of them were big knives, but I remember putting up barriers between me and knives so that the knives would not hit me. Most of them were like razors.   There was also something about a dog.

If I go into this dream with the perspective that each one of the characters in the dream are trying to tell me something, that I am either resisting or listening to, I feel that the knife throwers are suggesting that part of me needs to die (literally to be cut away), for something else to be born.  I may be resisting what is going to take over, and think that it is evil.  But it nevertheless may be the eternal power or energy that is always in me always taking new shape.   And I keep resisting it.  But little by little the little knives keep coming at me throughout my day.  

Just got a covid test, by the way.  I feel imbalanced through this entire week.  Like I have been avoiding something.   And refusing to go into the loneliness of the farmhouse at night.   But it beckons my friend.  And speaking of healing dialogues, i need to have one with myself...lol



Monday, December 28, 2020

We Are All Thoughts of the Divine

 We are all thoughts of the divine.  Thoughts have a sort of body, a substance, and so do we.  But like solid things, we have a difficult time moving.  And I think the divine is ultimately all about movement and the dance.  So we, as thoughts, are sort of separated in a weird way from the divine.

So express gratitude for everything that appears on your path.  That makes you more attuned to the dance and the path.  And it sure does help with stress reduction as well.

And when my daughters and I are not making videos on Tic Tok, I have dreams.

Like I was in a restaurant with How You Doing.  And they turned into a Korean.  With a New Jersey accent.   Sort of pansexual Korean with short hair.  And JC was there any wanted to meet and talk about cats.  But How You Doing went inside and there was a bar.  Surprised it was open during COVID.  There was a $5 cover.

Now I wonder what that Korean aspect is wanting to tell me?

What should I be grateful for?