I think that we have more choices than we realize. More connections than we could ever imagine. What is that sound energy I am perceiving now. How can I encounter it? Can I listen to it? Feel it? Anthropomorphize it? Welcome it? Push it away? Choose another?
Last night, I chose a comforting vibe. Ashley's teacher talked about the yoga of remembering. And I like that. I remembered a relaxed feeling in my body. And I went with it. I remember feeling relaxed and still. The stillness was so relaxed. And I could bring it back and connect with it. And I did, last night, I put away the weird thoughts and demands of life, and said hello to my comforting friend. And I also went to that special historical house on 12th and Cass, it was a dark quiet vagina of death. It was so comforting. I think I went to sleep over there, but maybe not.
And today at after lunch it was the same thing. I had so many choices. The woods, a blue energy. I even remembered dreams. I love remembering dreams especially when I'm in a hypnagogic state. Its like I'm living so many lives. How could I ever die when my consciousness is spread out in so many different places.
Party tonight at the Town homes. I wonder what's going to happen?
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