We Are the Negative and Heavy Hardness

So called  negative thoughts, negative occurrences, negative energies are the glue that brings us into form.  For example, the mindfulness practice of feeling into emotions, thoughts, and the like really is a way of bringing the negative thoughts and energies into the body so that the energy itself becomes a somatic sensation.  In this way, the thought forms or energies have a more physical manifestation.  

And sometimes late at night when the world is crushing down on you and if you are weird you have to go into the bathroom where the tiles and stone work help shield you, what is going on is that the energy is too heavy for us to process.  But if we could, it is surely a gateway to a new reality, a new way of looking at an encountering the world.  Something that whats to come up, some new birth, but for whatever reason it is stuck in the birth canal and is grating us as a result.

And I think in a cosmic sense, there is a supernormal reality that does not have a physical form, but takes a physical form, namely the earth and everything in it, through a similar process, and with a similar inertia to be overcome which explains the ever changing flux of existence.  More to the point, if this transformational energy was all positive, it would not take form.  It is only in its certain negative contractive manifestation that it becomes form.  Which makes humans very much Luciferian--and fallen angels.  We are the fallen, in every sense of the word.  And the negativity is what takes shape in us.

So when we encounter the heaviness, our task is to let us take us without resistance, and it is the sacred process of coming into birth.