Retrocausation is contradictory, but I sense that much of what I have been doing is already leading up to this, because I have already done it. I've said before that we are portals. I'm opening even more, if such a thing is the way to describe it.
We clear spaces so that the higher and lower can enter us. The idea of what we are is murky. I'm not sure the idea of the self is helpful. I'm opening to allow higher and lower entities. Its not like they are physically present. And they are not in the mind. And we are not a self. We are the flux and the focus on these entities arising and falling away. But that doesn't sound quite right.
I clear the space by allowing the energy of the four directions in. Like the four petals of a lotus opening in each direction. And sound and/or vibration and/or color help. Its also not so much of a clearing as a heightened paying attention. And I start above me and go beneath my physical body, or I go in the other direction. And most of the time the heart is the seat of most of the focused energy.
And its different in the forest. And I'm not sure if I create the difference. And its different in the Lincoln home area. And I'm not sure I create that difference either. And I could say that its because the spirits there are different. But I'm not quite there yet. I've been there. "Been" as a relative term of course. I'm afraid of that world. So I close it off. Its scary experiencing the energy in the room sometimes. And that deserves further observation and encountering. :-)
