Tuesday, October 4, 2022

I am the Summoner and the Summoned

This kind of dove tails on the previous dream.  I would read that one first, otherwise, this might not make sense.

Of course, how I meditate changes by the day and the hour.  In the words of a wise old zen teacher who wrote a book, "Everything is the Way."  So here is a bit of the "Everything"

Sometimes it is a little vibratory and rhythmic and now and then there is a construction of geometric symbols.   Let me give an example.  Today, I had the voice or inclination to start the meditation in the space above my head.  And there was an image of the sun.  After a time, that changed to the drum beats of a certain rhythm.  That coincided with the vibrations of my body and of the space around me.  Then I kept thinking of sacred geometry, though I really don't know what that means.  But I put the base of a pyramid also above my head (which is a square in two dimensions) and put lines up to form the top of the pyramid from each of the four directions to form the apex or top point of the pyramid.  I kept drawing the lines up to the top in rhythm over and over.  When I drew the line from the east (which was in front of me) my attention went from the front of me up to the point above me head.  Then I went clockwise to the right and drew the line up from the west to the top of my head. Then on to the east and north in the same rhythm, over and over.  After a while I felt like what I was doing was something like what that character in the dream who was doing when he was performing a repetitive ritual to conjure me.  Then I realized today was that I too was performing a conjuring.  I was conjuring up me.   (Of course, it also got weird for a bit because I starting also conjuring up an alien presence--then I remembered Fool's Crow and the hollow bone and there is no alien presence--so we are all good).

  I continued to conjure up me for the remainder of the 50 minute session before I went outside to move the actual physical pyramids around.  And here I am, the summoner and the summoned...lol  Or in other words, in my dream from last week, I am both the character who has the answers, and the narrator, and the new consciousness that is created.